soul

my heart stopped still

going bdump bdump bdump

then dropped just bthump

i got trapped in chains of home and society

these so called needs 

they seem so trivial to me 

cant seem to think they are for me

they tear away at my inside and pull away my soul

i hold onto this essence 

it may be all thats left

i cannot release it 

that’s labeled as bad as killing 

i cant handle this slow life

release your fingers from my throat 

let me go

let me see this world myself