"I don't understand why I want to die."

In seven days it will have been a year since I wrote this. Just tonight I was going back through all these things I wrote, and this just killed me.

It’s so sad when somebody gets to the point in their life when they’re tired of fighting to be happy. That horrid moment when they realize that they don’t even know why they want to die, they just do. I feel as though I’m a completely different person than I was even just a some months ago. Depression is such a horrible thing. And I find it heart breaking how many kids/teens are going through anything like this right now, or ever for that matter. Please, talk to somebody. <3