My mom asked me what I want. What’s the point of asking that if she won’t let me make my own decisions? Stupidness. She’s still trying to control my life. She was so close to hitting me. And will probably hit me when the next argument happens and I’ll call the police.
I’m still not sure about chicago. i just looked at flights and that is my best option. I could leave at 5 am on tuesday and be back by 5 pm the same day. They won’t even know. It will cost a bit but it is the safest option and most likely to work. Tomorrow I’ll try to get the forms filled out and my documents prepared for that thing I need to go to chicago for. i wanna have them done just in case I spontaneously decide to go there.