Sometimes I look back on my life and think about the things I’ve done and could’ve done. At one point, I could’ve cheated on a boyfriend that I had a few years back. And the worst part that it would’ve been with my ex that had cheated on me in years past. It would’ve been a circle. I could’ve finally known what it’s like to cheat on someone when I had been cheated on. But I’m not that kind of person. I know that I would never do what my ex had done to me. I couldn’t do that to a guy who I just started dating and who had already dealt with girls like that. I wouldn’t want someone else to have to go through what I did. I could’ve let him kiss me, but I didn’t. I had to stop it because I didn’t want to be that girl. I know I could never be that girl. It wouldn’t have be fair to my boyfriend at the time. No one deserves that. I would never want anyone to know what that feeling is like. I say could and would because I didn’t let those things happen. I had enough self-control to know that I would not let my ex kiss me and allow me to cheat on someone. I just could never be a cheater. They never win.