Why

My friend is being really rude to me and I’m trying hard to figure out why and she is insulting really sensitive things and I insulted her back a few times then I stopped myself. She is trashing on thinks I am really passionate about along with other things and she might even see this post but I don’t care I want her to freaking realize how bad it’s hurting me cause I like let her in my bubble (I never do that) and she is using the things I trusted her with against me and I have a REALLY hard time trusting people so this really hurts. So I’m coping by venting because I have nowhere else to vent so… Sorry