New perspective
I don’t know what I’m doing in this world,
is this how I’m meant to feel?
Or is it something I gotta change?
I think of my future and go blank,
I just wanna know who I’m gonna become,
I ain’t looking for fun,
I wanna know the reason for why I’m here,
What I have to give and share,
Things I have to put on offer.
Keeping these sort of things to myself,
Won’t make me any tougher,
is this how I’m meant to feel?
Or is it something I gotta change?
I think of my future and go blank,
I just wanna know who I’m gonna become,
I ain’t looking for fun,
I wanna know the reason for why I’m here,
What I have to give and share,
Things I have to put on offer.
Keeping these sort of things to myself,
Won’t make me any tougher,
I don’t care if you judge my lifestyle,
You haven’t been through my hell,
You haven’t worn my shoes and walked my miles,
or even been a part of my story,
I look back now and know it as history,
Yet I’m still listening in on every conversation from a distance,
Not sure if its anxiety or suspicion,
Never being sure if I have escaped the prison I put my mind in,
Or did I only find a corner to hide in,
Consciousness slips from me as I spend too much time deciding,
Happiness comes and goes, as I still look for a new perspective.
You haven’t been through my hell,
You haven’t worn my shoes and walked my miles,
or even been a part of my story,
I look back now and know it as history,
Yet I’m still listening in on every conversation from a distance,
Not sure if its anxiety or suspicion,
Never being sure if I have escaped the prison I put my mind in,
Or did I only find a corner to hide in,
Consciousness slips from me as I spend too much time deciding,
Happiness comes and goes, as I still look for a new perspective.
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